The New Portfolio
IV.
THE YOUNG SOLITARY.
WHAT is a country village without its mysterious personage ? Few are now living who can remember the advent of the handsome young man who was the mystery of our great university town “sixty years since,” — long enough ago for a romance to grow out of a narrative, as Waverley may remind us. The holder of the New Portfolio remembers him well, and is not sure that he has not told the strange story in some form or other to the last generation, or to the one before the last. No matter: if he has told it they have forgotten it, — that is, if they have ever read it; and whether they have or have not, the story is singular enough to justify running the risk of repetition.
This young man, with a curious name of Scandinavian origin, appeared unheralded in the town, as it was then, of Cantabridge. He wanted employment, and soon found it in the shape of manual labor, which he undertook and performed cheerfully. But his whole appearance showed plainly enough that he was bred to occupations of a very different nature, if, indeed, he had been accustomed to any kind of toil for his living. His aspect was that of one of gentle birth. His hands were not those of a laborer, and his features were delicate and refined, as well as of remarkable beauty. Who he was, where he came from, why he had come to Cantabridge, was never clearly explained. He was alone, without friends, without acquaintances, except those he made in his new residence. If he had any correspondents, they were not known to the neighborhood where he was living. But if he had neither friends, outside acquaintances, nor correspondents, there was some reason for believing that he had enemies. Strange circumstances occurred which connected themselves with him in an ominous and unaccountable way. A threatening letter was slipped under the door of a house where he was visiting. He had a sudden attack of illness, which was thought to look very much like the effect of poison. At one time he disappeared, and was found wandering, bewildered, in a town many miles from that where he was residing. When questioned how he came there, he told a coherent story that he had been got, under some pretext, or in some not incredible way, into a boat, from which, at a certain landing-place, he had escaped and fled for his life, which he believed was in danger from his kidnappers.
Whoever his enemies may have been, — if they really existed, — he did not fall a victim to their plots, so far as known to or remembered by this witness.
Various interpretations were put upon his story. Conjectures were as abundant as they were in the case of Kaspar Hauser. That he was of good family seemed probable ; that he was of distinguished birth, not impossible; that he was the dangerous rival of a candidate for a greatly coveted position in one of the northern states of Europe was a favorite speculation of some of the more romantic young persons. There was no dramatic ending to this story, — at least none is remembered by the present writer.
“ He left a name,” like the royal Swede, of whose lineage he may have been for aught that the village people knew, but not a name at which anybody “ grew pale ; ” for he had swindled no one, and broken no woman’s heart with false vows. Possibly some withered cheeks may flush faintly as they recall the handsome young man who came before the Cantabridge maidens fully equipped for a hero of romance when the century was in its first quarter.
The holder of the Portfolio has been reminded of the handsome Swede by the incidents attending the advent of the unknown and interesting stranger who had made his appearance at Arrowhead Village.
It was a very insufficient and unsatisfactory reason to assign for the young man’s solitary habits that he was the subject of an antipathy. For what do we understand by that word ? When a young lady screams at the sight of a spider, we accept her explanation that she has a natural antipathy to the creature. When a person expresses a repugnance to some wholesome article of food, agreeable to most people, we are satisfied if he gives the same reason. And so of various odors, which are pleasing to some persons and repulsive to others. We do not pretend to go behind the fact. It is an individual, and it may be a family, peculiarity. Even between different personalities there is an instinctive elective dislike as well as an elective affinity. We are not bound to give a reason why Dr. Fell is odious to us any more than the prisoner who peremptorily challenges a juryman is bound to say why he does it; it is enough that he “ does not like his looks.”
There was nothing strange, then, that Maurice Kirkwood should have his special antipathy ; a great many other people have odd likes and dislikes. But it was a very curious thing that this antipathy should be alleged as the reason for his singular mode of life. All sorts of explanations were suggested, not one of them in the least satisfactory, but serving to keep the curiosity of inquirers active until they were superseded by a new theory. One story was that Maurice had a great fear of dogs. It grew at last to a connected narrative, in which a fright in childhood from a rabid mongrel was said to have given him such a sensitiveness to the near presence of dogs that he was liable to convulsions if one came close to him.
This hypothesis had some plausibility. No other creature would be so likely to trouble a person who was subject to this antipathy. Dogs are very apt to make the acquaintance of strangers, in a free and easy way. They are met with everywhere, — in one’s daily walk, at the thresholds of the doors one enters, in the gentleman’s library, on the rug of my lady’s sitting-room and on the cushion of her carriage. It is true that there are few persons who have an instinctive repugnance to this “ friend of man.” But what if this so-called antipathy were only a fear, a terror, which borrowed the less unmanly name ? It was a fair question, if, indeed, the curiosity of the public had a right to ask any questions at all about the harmless individual who gave no offense, and seemed entitled to the right of choosing his way of living to suit himself, without being submitted to espionage.
There was no positive evidence bearing on the point as yet. But one of the village people had a large Newfoundland dog, of a very sociable disposition, with which he determined to test the question. He watched for the time when Maurice should leave his house for the woods or the lake, and started with his dog to meet him. The animal walked up to the stranger in a very sociable fashion, and began making his acquaintance, after the usual manner of wellbred dogs; that is, with the courtesies and blandishments by which the canine Chesterfield is distinguished from the illconditioned cur. Maurice patted him in a friendly way, and spoke to him as one who was used to the fellowship of such companions. That idle question and foolish story were disposed of, therefore, and some other solution must be found, if possible.
A much more common antipathy is that which is entertained with regard to cats. This has never been explained. It is not mere aversion to the look of the creature, or to any sensible quality known to the common observer. The cat is pleasing in aspect, graceful in movement, nice in personal habits, and of amiable disposition. No cause of offense is obvious, and yet there are many persons who cannot abide the presence of the most innocent little kitten. They can tell, in some mysterious way, that there is a cat in the room when they can neither see nor hear the creature. Whether it is an electrical or quasi - magnetic phenomenon, or whatever it may be, of the fact of this strange influence there are too many well-authenticated instances to allow its being questioned. But suppose Maurice Kirkwood to be the subject of this antipathy in its extremest degree, it would in no manner account for the isolation to which he had condemned himself. He might shun the firesides of the old women whose tabbies were purring by their footstools, but these worthy dames do not make up the whole population.
These two antipathies having been disposed of, a new suggestion was started, and was talked over with a curious sort of half belief, very much as ghost stories are told in a circle of moderately instructed and inquiring persons. This was that Maurice was endowed with the unenviable gift of the evil eye. He was in frequent communication with Italy, as his letters showed, and had recently been residing in that country, as was learned from Paolo. Now everybody knows that the evil eye is not rarely met with in Italy. Everybody who has ever read Mr. Story’s Roba di Roma knows what a terrible power it is which the owner of the evil eye exercises. It can blight and destroy whatever it falls upon. No person’s life or limb is safe if the jettatura, the withering glance of the deadly organ, falls upon him. It must be observed that this malign effect may follow a look from the holiest personages, — that is, if we may assume that a monk is such as a matter of course. Certainly we have a right to take it for granted that the late Pope, Pius Ninth, was an eminently holy man, and yet he had the name of dispensing the mystic and dreaded jettatura as well as his blessing. If Maurice Kirkwood carried that destructive influence, so that his clear blue eyes were more to be feared than the fascinations of the deadliest serpent, it could easily be understood why he kept his look away from all around him whom he feared he might harm.
No sensible person in Arrowhead Village really believed in the evil eye, but it served the purpose of a temporary hypothesis, as do many suppositions which we take as a nucleus for our observations without putting any real confidence in them. It was just suited to the romantic notions of the more flighty persons in the village, who had meddled more or less with Spiritualism, and were ready for any new fancy, if it were only wild enough.
The riddle of the young stranger’s peculiarity did not seem likely to find any very speedy solution. Every new suggestion furnished talk for the gossips of the village and the babble of the many tongues in the two educational institutions. Naturally, the discussion was liveliest among the young ladies. Here is an extract from a letter of one of these young ladies, who, having received at her birth the ever-pleasing name of Mary, saw fit to have herself called Mollie in the catalogue and in her letters. The old postmaster of the town to which her letter was directed took it up to stamp, and read on the envelope the direction to “Miss Lulu Pinrow.” He brought the stamp down with a vicious emphasis, coming very near blotting out the nursery name, instead of cancelling the postage-stamp. “ Lulu ! ” he exclaimed. “I should like to know if that great strapping girl is n’t out of her cradle yet! I suppose Miss Louisa will think that belongs to her, but I saw her christened and I heard the name the minister gave her, and it was n’t ‘ Lulu,’ or any such baby nonsense.” And so saying, he gave it a fling to the box marked P, as if it burned his fingers. Why a grown-up young woman allowed herself to be cheapened in the way so many of them do by the use of names which become them as well as the frock of a ten-year-old schoolgirl would become a graduate of the Corinna Institute, the old postmaster could not guess. He was a queer old man.
The letter thus scornfully treated runs over with a young girl’s written loquacity : —
“ Oh, Lulu, there is such a sensation as you never saw or heard of ‘ in all your born days,’ as mamma used to say. He has been at the village for some time, but lately we have had— oh, the weirdest stories about him ! ‘ The Mysterious Stranger ’ is the name some give him, but we girls call him the Sachem, because he paddles about in an Indian canoe. If I should tell you all the things that are said about him I should use up all my paper ten times over. He has never made a visit to the Institute, and none of the girls have ever spoken to him, but the people at the village say he is very, very handsome. We are dying to get a look at him, of course — though there is a horrid story about him — that he has the evil eye — did you ever hear about the evil eye ? If a person who is born with it looks at you, you die, or something happens— awful— is n’t it ?
“ The rector says he never goes to church, but then you know a good many of the people that pass the summer at the village never do — they think their religion must have vacations — that ’s what I ’ve heard they say — vacations, just like other hard work — it ought not to be hard work, I’m sure, hut I suppose they feel so about it. Should you feel afraid to have him look at you ? Some of the girls say they would n’t have him for the whole world, but I should n’t mind it — especially if I had on my eyeglasses. Do you suppose if there is anything in the evil eye it would go through glass? I don’t believe it. Do you think blue eye-glasses would be better than common ones ? Don’t laugh at me — they tell such weird stories ! The Terror — Lurida Vincent, you know — makes fun of all they say about it, but then she ‘ knows everything and does n’t believe anything,5 the girls say — Well, I should be awfully scared, I know, if anybody that had the evil eye should look at me — but — oh, I don’t know — but if it was a young man — and if he was very — very good-looking — I think — perhaps I would run the risk — but don’t tell anybody I said any such horrid thing — and burn this letter right up — there’s a dear good girl,”
It is to be hoped that no reader will doubt the genuineness of this letter. There are not quite so many awfuls ” and “awfullys” as one expects to find in young ladies’ letters, but there are two “ weirds,” which may be considered a fair allowance. How it happened that “ jolly ” did not show itself can hardly be accounted for ; no doubt it turns up two or three times at least in the postscript.
Here is an extract from another letter. This was from one of the students of Stoughton University to a friend whose name as it was written on the envelope was Mr. Frank Mayfield. The old postmaster who found fault with Miss “ Lulu’s ” designation would probably have quarrelled with this address, if it had come under his eye. “ Frank ” is a very pretty, pleasant-sounding name, and it is not strange that many persons use it in common conversation all their days when speaking of a friend. Were they really christened by that name, any of these numerous Franks ? Perhaps they were, and if so there is nothing to be said. But if not, was the baptismal name Francis or Franklin ? The mind is apt to fasten in a very perverse and unpleasant way upon this question, which too often there is no possible way of settling. One might hope, if he outlived the bearer of the appellation, to get at the fact; but since even gravestones have learned to use the names belonging to childhood and infancy in their solemn record, the generation which docks its Christian names in such an un-Christian way will bequeath whole churchyards full of riddles to posterity. How it will puzzle and distress the historians and antiquarians of a coming generation to settle what was the real name of Dan and Bert and “ Billy,” which last is legible on a white marble slab, raised in memory of a grown person, in a certain burial-ground in a town in Essex County !
But in the mean time we are forgetting the letter directed to Mr. Frank Mayfield.
“ DEAR FRANK, — Hooray ! Hurrah ! Rah !
“ I have made the acquaintance of ‘ The Mysterious Stranger ! ’ It happened by a queer sort of accident, which came pretty near relieving you of the duty of replying to this letter. I was out in my little boat, which carries a sail too big for her, as I know and ought to have remembered. One of those fitful flaws of wind to which the lake is so liable struck the sail suddenly, and over went my boat. My feet got tangled in the sheet somehow, and I could not get free. I had hard work to keep my head above water, and I struggled desperately to escape from my toils; for if the boat were to go down I should be dragged down with her. I thought of a good many things in the course of some four or five minutes, I can tell you, and I got a lesson about time better than anything Kant and all the rest of them have to say of it. After I had been there about an ordinary lifetime, I saw a white canoe making toward me, and I knew that our shy young gentleman was coming to help me, and that we should become acquainted without an introduction. So it was, sure enough. He saw what the trouble was, managed to disentangle my feet without drowning me in the process or upsetting his little flimsy craft, and, as I was somewhat tired with my struggle, took me in tow and carried me to the landing where he kept his canoe. I can’t say that there is anything odd about his manners or his way of talk. I judge him to be a native of one of our Northern States, — perhaps a New Englander. He has lived abroad during some parts of his life. He is not an artist, as it was at one time thought he might be. He is a good-looking fellow, well developed, manly in appearance, with nothing to excite special remark unless it be a certain look of anxiety or apprehension which comes over him from time to time. You remember our old friend Squire B., whose companion was killed by lightning when he was standing close to him. You know the look he had whenever anything like a thundercloud came up in the sky. Well, I should say there was a look like that came over this Maurice Kirkwood’s face every now and then. I noticed that he looked round once or twice as it to see whether some object or other was in sight. There was a little rustling in the grass as if of footsteps, and this look came over his features. A rabbit ran by us, and I watched to see if he showed any sign of that antipathy we have heard so much of, but he seemed to be pleased watching the creature.
“ If you ask me what my opinion is about this Maurice Kirkwood, I think he is eccentric in his habit of life, but not what they call a ‘ crank ’ exactly. He talked well enough about such matters as we spoke of, — the lake, the scenery in general, the climate. I asked him to come over and take a look at the college. He did n’t promise, but I should not be surprised if I should get him over there some day. I asked him why he did n’t go to the Pansophian meetings. He did n’t give any reason, but he shook his head in a very peculiar way, as much as to say that it was impossible.
“ On the whole, I think it is nothing more than the same feeling of dread of human society, or dislike for it, which under the name of religion used to drive men into caves and deserts. What a pity that Protestantism does not make special provision for all the freaks of individual character! If we had a little more faith and a few more caverns, or convenient places for making them, we should have hermits in these holes as thick as woodchucks or prairie dogs. I should like to know if you never had the feeling,
I know what your answer will be, of course. You will say, ‘ Certainly,
but I mean alone, — all alone. Don’t you ever feel as if you should like to have been a pillar-saint in the days when faith was as strong as lye (spelt with a y), instead of being as weak as dishwater ? (Jerry is looking over my shoulder, and says this pun is too bad to send, and a disgrace to the University — but never mind.) I often feel as if I should like to roost on a pillar a hundred feet high, — yes, and have it soaped from top to bottom. Would n’t it be fun to look down at the bores and the duns ? Let us get up a pillar-roosters’ association. (Jerry — still looking over — says there is an absurd contradiction in the idea.)
“ What a matter-of-fact idiot Jerry is !
“ How do you like looking over, Mr. Inspector-general ? ”
The reader will not get much information out of this lively young fellow’s letter, but he may get a little. It is something to know that the mysterious resident of Arrowhead Village did not look nor talk like a crazy person ; that he was of agreeable aspect and address, helpful when occasion offered, and had nothing about him, so far as yet appeared, to prevent his being an acceptable member of society.
Of course the people in the village could never be contented without learning everything there was to be learned about their visitor. All the city papers were examined for advertisements. If a cashier had absconded, if a broker had disappeared, if a railroad president was missing, some of the old stories would wake up and get a fresh currency, until some new circumstance gave rise to a new hypothesis. Unconscious of all these inquiries and fictions, Maurice Kirkwood lived on in his inoffensive and unexplained solitude, and seemed likely to remain an unsolved enigma. The “ Sachem ” of the boating girls became the “ Sphinx ” of the village ramblers, and it was agreed on all hands that Egypt did not hold any hieroglyphics harder to make out than the meaning of this young man’s odd way of living.
V.
THE ENIGMA STUDIED.
It was a curious, if it was not a suspicious, circumstance that a young man, seemingly in good health, of comely aspect, looking as if made for companionship, should keep himself apart from all the world around him in a place where there was a general feeling of good neighborhood and a pleasant social atmosphere. The Public Library was a central point which brought people together. The Pansophian Society did a great deal to make them acquainted with each other, for many of the meetings were open to outside visitors, and the subjects discussed in the meetings furnished the material for conversation in their intervals. A card of invitation had been sent by the Secretary to Maurice, in answer to which Paolo carried back a polite note of regret. The paper had a narrow rim of black, implying apparently some loss of relative or friend, but not any very recent and crushing bereavement. This refusal to come to the meetings of the society was only what was expected. It was proper to ask him, but his declining the invitation showed that he did not wish for attentions or courtesies. There was nothing further to be done to bring him out of his shell, and seemingly nothing more to be learned about him at present.
In this state of things it was natural that all which had been previously gathered by the few who had seen or known anything of him should be worked over again. When there is no new ore to be dug, the old refuse heaps are looked over for what may still be found in them. The landlord of the Anchor Tavern, now the nominal head of the boardinghouse, talked about Maurice, as everybody in the village did at one time or another. He had not much to say, but he added a fact or two.
The young gentleman was good pay, — so they all said. Sometimes he paid in gold; sometimes in fresh bills, just out of the bank. He trusted his man, Mr. Paul, with the money to pay his bills. He knew something about horses ; he showed that by the way he handled that colt, — the one that threw the hostler and broke his collar-bone. “ Paul come down to the stable. ‘ Let me see that colt you all ’fraid of,’ says he. ‘ My master, he ride any hoss,’ says Paul. ‘ You saddle him,’ says he ; and so they did, and Paul, he led that colt — the kickinest and ugliest young beast you ever see in your life — up to the place where his master, as he calls him, and he lives. What does that Mr. Kirkwood do but clap on a couple of long spurs and jump on to that colt’s back, and off the beast goes, tail up, heels flying, standing up on end, trying all sorts of capers, and at last going it full run for a couple of miles, till he’d got about enough of it. That colt went off as ferce as a wild-cat, and come back as quiet as a cosset lamb. A man that pays his bills reg’lar, in good money, and knows how to handle a hoss is three quarters of a gentleman, if he is n’t a whole one, — and most likely he is a whole one.”
So spake the patriarch of the Anchor Tavern. His wife had already given her favorable opinion of her former guest. She now added something to her description as a sequel to her husband’s remarks.
“ I call him,” she said, “ about as likely a young gentleman as ever I clapped my eyes on. He is rather slighter than I like to see a young man of his age ; if he was my son, I should like to see him a little more fleshy. I don’t believe he weighs more than a hundred and thirty or forty pounds. Did y’ ever look at those eyes of his, M’randy ? Just as blue as succory flowers. I do like those light-complected young fellows, with their fresh cheeks and their curly hair; somehow, curly hair doos set off anybody’s face. He is n’t any foreigner, for all that he talks Italian with that Mr. Paul that’s his help. He looks just like our kind of folks, — the college kind, that’s brought up among books, and is handling ’em, and reading of ’em, and making of ’em, as like as not, all their lives. All that you say about his riding the mad colt is just what I should think he was up to, for he’s as spry as a squirrel; you ought to see him go over that fence, as I did once. I don’t believe there’s any harm in that young gentleman, — I don’t care what people say. I suppose he likes this place just as other people like it, and cares more for walking in the woods and puddling about in the water than he doos for company; and if he doos, whose business is it, I should like to know ? ”
The third of the speakers was Miranda, who had her own way of judging people.
“ I never see him but two or three times,” Miranda said. “ I should like to have waited on him, and got a chance to look stiddy at him when he was eatin’ his vittles. That ’s the time to watch folks, when their jaws get a-goin’ and their eyes are on what’s afore ’em. Do you remember that chap the sheriff come and took away when we kep1 tahvern ? Eleven year ago it was, come nex’ Thanksgivin’ time. A mighty grand gentleman from the city he set up for. I watched him, and I watched him. Says I, I don’t believe you ‘re no gentleman, says I. He eat with his knife, and that ain’t the way city folks eats. Every time I handed him anything I looked closeter and closeter. Them whiskers never growed on them checks, says I to myself. Them’s paper collars, says I. That dimun in your shirt-front hain’t got no life to it, says I. I don’t believe it’s nothin’ more ’n a bit o’ winderglass. So says I to Pushee, ‘ You jes’ step out and get the sheriff to come in and take a look at that chap.’ I knowed he was after a fellah. He come right in, an’ he goes up to the chap. ‘ Why, Bill,’ says he, ‘ I’m mighty glad to see yer. We ’ve had the hole in the wall you got out of mended, and I want your company to come and look at the old place,’ says he, and he pulls out a couple of handcuffs and has ’em on his wrists in less than no time, an’ off they goes together! I know one thing about that young gentleman, anyhow, — there ain’t no better judge of what ’s good eatin’ than he is. I cooked him some maccaroni myself one day, and he sends word to me by that Mr. Paul, ‘ Tell Miss Miranda,’ says he, ‘ that the Pope o’ Rome don’t have no better cooked maccaroni than what she sent up to me yesterday,’ says he. I don’t know much about the Pope o’ Rome except that he’s a Roman Catholic, and I don’ know who cooks for him, whether it’s a man or a woman ; but when it comes to a dish o’ maccaroni, I ain’t afeard of their shefs, as they call ’em, — them hecooks that can’t serve up a cold potater without callin’ it by some name nobody can say after ’em. But this gentleman knowed good cookin’, and that’s as good a sign of a gentleman as I want to know ’em by.”
VI.
STILL AT FAULT.
The house in which Maurice Kirkwood had taken up his abode was not a very inviting one. It was old, and had been left in a somewhat dilapidated and disorderly condition by the tenants who had lived in the part which Maurice now occupied. They had piled their packing-boxes in the cellar, with broken chairs, broken china, and other household wrecks. A cracked mirror lay on an old straw mattress, the contents of which were airing themselves through wide rips and rents. A lame clotheshorse was saddled with an old rug fringed with a ragged border, out of which all the colors had been completely trodden. No woman would have gone into a house in such a condition. But the young man did not trouble himself much about such matters, and was satisfied when the rooms which were to be occupied by himself and his servant were made decent and tolerably comfortable. During the fine season all this was not of much consequence, and if Maurice made up his mind to stay through the winter he would have his choice among many more eligible places.
The summer vacation of the Corinna Institute had now arrived, and the young ladies had scattered to their homes. Among the graduates of the year were Miss Euthymia Tower and Miss Lurida Vincent, who had now returned to their homes in Arrowhead Village. They were both glad to rest after the long final examinations and the exercises of the closing day, in which each of them had borne a conspicuous part. It was a pleasant life they led in the village, which was lively enough at this season. Walking, riding, driving, boating, visits to the Library, meetings of the Pansophian Society, hops, and picnics made the time pass very cheerfully, and soon showed their restoring influences. The Terror’s large eyes did not wear the dull, glazed look by which they had too often betrayed the after effects of overexcitement of the strong and active brain behind them. The Wonder gained a fresher bloom, and looked full enough of life to radiate vitality into a statue of ice. They had a boat of their own, in which they passed many delightful hours on the lake, rowing, drifting, reading, telling of what had been, dreaming of what might be.
The Library was one of the chief centres of the fixed population, and visited often by strangers. The old Librarian was a peculiar character, as these officials are apt to be. They have a curious kind of knowledge, sometimes immense in its way. They know the backs of books, their title-pages, their popularity or want of it, the class of readers who call for particular works, the value of different editions, and a good deal besides. Their minds catch up hints from all manner of works on all kinds of subjects. They will give a visitor a fact and a reference which they are surprised to find they remember and which the visitor might have hunted for a year. Every good librarian, every private book-owner, who has grown into his library, finds he has a bunch of nerves going to every bookcase, a branch to every shelf, and a twig to every book. These nerves get very sensitive in old librarians, sometimes, and they do not like to have a volume meddled with any more than they would to have their naked eyes handled. They come to feel at last that the books of a great collection are a part, not merely of their own property, though they are only the agents for their distribution, but that they are, as it were, outlying portions of their own organization. The old Librarian was getting a miserly feeling about his books, as he called them. Fortunately, he had a young lady for his assistant, who was never so happy as when she could find the work any visitor wanted and put it in his hands, — or her hands, for there were more readers among the wives and daughters, and especially among the aunts, than there were among their male relatives. The old Librarian knew the books, but the books seemed to know the young assistant; so it looked, at least, to the impatient young people who wanted their services.
Maurice had a good many volumes of his own, — a great many, according to Paolo’s account; but Paolo’s ideas were limited, and a few well-filled shelves seemed a very large collection to him. His master frequently sent him to the public library for books, which somewhat enlarged his notions; still, the Signor was a very learned man, he was certain, and some of his white books (bound in vellum and richly gilt) were more splendid, according to Paolo, than anything in the Library.
There was no little curiosity to know what were the books that Maurice was in the habit of taking out, and the Librarian’s record was carefully searched by some of the more inquisitive investigators. The list proved to be a long and varied one. It would imply a considerable knowledge of modern languages and of the classics ; a liking for mathematics and physics, especially all that related to electricity and magnetism ; a fancy for the occult sciences, if there is any propriety in coupling these words ; and a whim for odd and obsolete literature, like the Parthenologia of Fortunius Licetus, the quaint treatise De Sternutatione, books about alchemy, and witchcraft, apparitions, and modern works relating to Spiritualism. With these were the titles of novels and now and then of books of poems; but it may be taken for granted that his own shelves held the works he was most frequently in the habit of reading or consulting. Not much was to be made out of this beyond the fact of wide scholarship,— more or less deep it might be, but at any rate implying no small mental activity; for he appeared to read very rapidly, at any rate exchanged the books he had taken out for new ones very frequently. To judge by his reading, he was a man of letters. But so wide-reading a man of letters must have an object, a literary purpose in all probability. Why should not he be writing a novel ? Not a novel of society, assuredly, for a hermit is not the person to report the talk and manners of a world which he has nothing to do with. Novelists and lawyers understand the art of “ cramming ” better than any other persons in the world. Why should not this young man be working up the picturesque in this romantic region to serve as a background for some story with magic, perhaps, and mysticism, and hints borrowed from science, and all sorts of cut-of-the-way knowledge which his odd and miscellaneous selection of books furnished him ? That might be, or possibly he was only reading for amusement. Who could say ?
The funds of the Public Library of Arrowhead Village allowed the managers to purchase many books out of the common range of reading. The two learned people of the village were the rector and the doctor. These two worthies kept up the old controversy between the professions, which grows out of the fact that one studies nature from below upwards, and the other from above downwards. The rector maintained that physicians contracted a squint which turns their eyes inwardly, while the muscles which roll their eyes upward become palsied. The doctor retorted that theological students developed a third eyelid, — the nictitating membrane, which is so well known in birds, and which serves to shut out, not all light, but all the light they do not want. Their little skirmishes did not prevent their being very good friends, who had a common interest in many things and many persons. Both were on the committee which had the care of the library and attended to the purchase of books. Each was scholar enough to know the wants of scholars, and disposed to trust the judgment of the other as to what books should be purchased. Consequently, the clergyman secured the addition to the library of a good many old theological works which the physician would have called brimstone divinity, and held to be just the thing to kindle fires with, — good books still for those who know how to use them, oftentimes us awful examples of the extreme of disorganization the whole moral system may undergo when a barbarous belief has strangled the natural human instincts. The physician, in the mean time, acquired for the collection some of those medical works where one may find recorded various rare and almost incredible cases, which may not have their like for a whole century, and then repeat themselves, so as to give a new lease of credibility to a story which had come to be looked upon as a fable.
Both the clergyman and the physician took a very natural interest in the young man who had come to reside in their neighborhood for the present, perhaps for a long period. The rector would have been glad to see him at church. He would have liked more especially to have had him hear his sermon on the Duties of Young Men to Society, The doctor, meanwhile, was meditating on the duties of society to young men, and wishing that he could gain the young man’s confidence, so as to help him out of any false habit of mind or any delusion to which he might be subject, if he had the power of being useful to him.
Dr. Butts was the leading medical practitioner, not only of Arrowhead Village, but of all the surrounding region. He was an excellent specimen of the country doctor, self-reliant, self-sacrificing, working a great deal harder for his living than most of those who call themselves the laboring classes, — as if none but those whose hands were hardened by the use of farming or mechanical implements had any work to do. He had that sagacity without which learning is a mere incumbrance, and he had also a fair share of that learning without which sagacity is like a traveller with a good horse, but who cannot read the directions on the guide-boards. He was not a man to be taken in by names. He well knew that oftentimes very innocent-sounding words mean very grave disorders ; that all degrees of disease and disorder are frequently confounded under the same term ; that “ run down ” may stand for a fatigue of mind or body from which a week or a month of rest will completely restore the overworked patient, or an advanced stage of a mortal illness ; that “ seedy ” may signify the morning’s state of feeling, after an evening’s over-indulgence, which calls for a glass of soda-water and a cup of coffee, or a dangerous malady which will pack off the subject of it, at the shortest notice, to the south of France. He knew too well that what is spoken lightly of as a “ nervous disturbance ” may imply that the whole machinery of life is in a deranged condition, and that every individual organ would groan aloud if it had any other language than the terrible inarticulate one of pain by which to communicate with the consciousness.
When, therefore, Dr. Butts heard the word antipatia he did not smile, and say to himself that this was an idle whim, a foolish fancy, which the young man had got into his head. Neither was he satisfied to set down everything to the account of insanity, plausible as that supposition might seem. He was prepared to believe in some exceptional, perhaps anomalous, form of exaggerated sensibility, relating to what class of objects he could not at present conjecture, but which was as vital to the subject of it as the insulating arrangement to a piece of electrical machinery. With this feeling he began to look into the history of antipathies as recorded in all the books and journals on which he could lay his hands.
The holder of the Portfolio closes it for the present month. He wishes to say a few words to his readers, before offering them some verses which have no connection with the narrative now in progress.
If one could have before him a set of photographs taken annually, representing the same person as he or she appeared for thirty or forty or fifty years, it would be interesting to watch the gradual changes of aspect from the age of twenty, or even of thirty or forty, to that of threescore and ten. The face might be an uninteresting one ; still, as sharing the inevitable changes wrought by time, it would be worth looking at as it passed through the curve of life, — the vital parabola, which betrays itself in the symbolic changes of the features. An inscription is the same thing, whether we read it on slate-stone, or granite, or marble. To watch the lights and shades, the reliefs and hollows, through a lifetime, or a large part of it, by the aid of a continuous series of photographs would not only be curious; it would teach us much more about the laws of physiognomy than we could get from casual and unconnected observations.
The same kind of interest, without any assumption of merit to be found in them, I would claim for a series of annual poems, beginning in middle life and continued to what many of my correspondents are pleased to remind me — as if I required to have the fact brought to my knowledge — is no longer youth. Here is the latest of a series of annual poems read during the last thirty-four years. There seems to have been one interruption, but there may have been other poems not recorded or remembered. This, the latest poem of the series, was listened to by the scanty remnant of what was a large and brilliant circle of classmates and friends when the first of the long series was read before them, then in the flush of ardent manhood: —
THE OLD SONG.
Of love and wine who sings
Still found the fingers run astray
That touched the rebel strings.
Of Atreus and his line;
But all the jocund echoes rung
With songs of love and wine.
Some fresher fancy’s gleam ;
My truant accents find, unsought,
The old familiar theme.
With shaft and twanging bow,
Whose random arrows drove us wild
Some threescore years ago;
The urchin blind and bare,
But Love, with spectacles and staff,
And scanty, silvered hair.
Our roofs are thatched with snow,
But red, in chilling winter’s spite,
Our hearts and hearthstones glow.
And while the running sands
Their golden thread unheeded spin,
He warms his frozen hands.
And waft this message o’er
To all we miss, from all we meet
On life’s fast-crumbling shore:
We hug the narrowing chain
That binds our hearts, — alas, how few
The links that yet remain!
That turns the rocks to dust;
From year to year they break and fall, —
They break, but never rust.
This worn-out harp afford, —
One throb that trembles, not in vain, —
Their memory lent its chord.
And Passion quenched his fire,
Love, Love, still echoed from the strings
As from Anacreon’s lyre!
January 8, 1885.
Oliver Wendell Holmes.